the monster mash.

i've been nuts to write in this, i haven't been consistent
and for tht i'm dissapointed but that's fine, i'll make it up
i think i really wanted to do the youtube videos mainly because
i guess one day if i really dedicate myself to, i'll become a tv personality
i don't know, one day it just came to me while i was watching AOTS
but yes .. my vacation in the bahamas was amazing even though the
salt water fucked me over THEN but , it made my skin look great
my skin hasn't flared up.
fucking eczema.
i really miss my father, i still want to see
Harry Potter & The Half- Blood Prince
my senior yr. of school & i need to build up my portfolio for
photography maybe a new camera, i want a job once i start if
i can even get one seeing as the fucking economy is ass backwards
at the moment. ugh, senior yr. i feel fucking old, i need to get my
permit by the end of this yr. it'll help i think.
look at me i'm peeling.
i need to have some connection to dhariana, she's the closest thing i
have to a best friend like srsly, i feel so comfortable around her but it
seems as though i'm irritating here, i guess i'm an annoying person to
be around but who isn't? mmaybe it's the way things happen that have
made her act this way. i don't know why people don't get to know me.
ronny and i are fine, i'm glad he's my companion :)
he excites me in sooo many ways ;)
oh god, does he.

anyways.. getting carried away here.
<_< i'm getting off this.


i need more real friends.