it's here.

it's christmas & yet it doesn't feel like it.
i feel actually horrible & really don't want
anything given to me at all and if i get anything
it's most likely going to be under 5 dollars,
although i REALLY want my xbox 360 but
i'll usually spend that money on gifts for others
or the most important thing food but i think
good thing this yr. is ending & i won't be here for new yrs.
i'll be w. my father near that beach up in Massachusetts,
i find it so nice up there but i know for sure i'll end up tearing because i'll miss my mother & sister, it happened last yr. because it was first time away from home on a holiday, ever. and i hate tacky new yrs. resolution usually people forget them before january ends and i never seem to keep my same old resolution
cause i constantly screw myself over and put myself in unnecessary situations, i want break all ties with everyone and start over but isn't that everyone's wish at some or several points in their life? & in the end it gets you nowhere. :sigh:
i miss school, i really do hope cause it's the only thing i can do ; hope i could do better.
since i can't even keep that up.


i'm going to search up offensive terms now
in urban dictionary to make me feel better.

Koyal.

this song is by Nitin Sawhney.
i feel this video to be extremely relaxing and i use it for reading music.



&& also i find the video pretty interesting it's clips from
a silent movie called "a throw of dice".

we agreed that winder wonderland sounds better.

first blog, first day of snow in the city & it was beautiful.

i was at bryant park ice skating w. my kathy and rocio.
[yes i ditched school for ice skating]
and somehow i managed to bust my ass inside the
tent and not on the ice.

it's been awhile since it has snowed like this.
and i'm glad it did, cause bryant park
looked amazing but everything else was so
muddy and gooey.


then we were off to :

nintendo world!
and played wii sports, it was sooo addicting.
but i still think the xbox360 i want
is going to be 10x betterrrr!



and that's all for now!
:)